I never knew him he just disappeared and I'm not sure if he knew I would grow up to be ruthless, I don't hide my flawsĪ young woman with a body and a mind like yours, cause we a lot alike My father died when I was five and I ain't cry at all Nigga I need some help, cause I don't know what else to soothe the pain Shit, we don't have the type of bond we used to have beforeĪnd I ain't mad at all I just wonder if you recall the day that I was born, when you used to sing to me likeĪnd do you ever wonder if you ever truly changed?Ĭause honestly I'm lost and I don't know to blame I bump my head and you consoled me as you held me closeĪnd I wonder where went wrong but I guess I'll never knowĬause ever since I grown I felt like you been kind of giving upĪnd it seems like everything I do is just not good enough ![]() When you told me that you loved me I can tell you meant itĪnd it never took for you to try to ever show your effortsīut we was connected through the heavens though I felt your soulĪnd that alone is just a feeling some will never know Smiling at me, blowing kisses while you hold me restless I watch you raise me as a baby so over protective I need some help cause I don't know what else to soothe the pain Note: When you embed the widget in your site, it will match your site's styles (CSS).I wonder if you often think about what you becameĭo you ever wonder if you ever truly changed?Ĭause honestly I'm lost and I don't know who to blame Get the embed code Joyner Lucas - 50 Album Need More3.I'm Sorry4.Just Because5.Just Like You6.Keep It 10.One Lonely Gon Be Alright14.Winter BluesJoyner Lucas Lyrics provided by Grandma told us we should take it one day at a timeĪnd if you can't hear me, it's probably too late We was living on the edge, couldn't stay out the fire I wonder if you could do it again, would you do it different?Īnd you've been suicidal back day you were nine? I'm sorry this isn't something that we both could figure out I just wanna reach inside the casket and pull you out I know that you can hear me, all I need is like five minutes Truth is, I don't care how you feel about my feelingsĪnd I'd be lying to you if I told you I'm fine, listen I hate the fact you think the world is better off without you Yo, what the fuck you gotta say for yourself? (say for yourself) I hope you in God's place behaving yourself Now you're gone, you done left me so helpless I'm so fucking upset, how could you be so selfish? I read your letter and all I could do is have mixed feelings about itīut I'll forever be attached to you, damnĪ part of me feels like you weak and I'm mad at youīut I don't understand how we couldn't prevent this shit Maybe I should have been more of an influence I shoulda paid more attention to what you been doing I remember I used to tell you to follow your heartīut goddamn it, look at you now, it's all of your fault You don't know how many times that I done prayed for youĬause I got so much shit that I wanna say to you I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry Grandma told me I should take it one day at a time I've been tired of being bullied, couldn't stay out the fire ![]() I guess I'm not the Ordinary People of John LegendĪnd I've been suicidal since the day I was nine, shit I made up my mind, I'm going out like Robin Williams ![]() Truth is, I don't care how they feel about my feelings Sometimes I wonder if I ever act like youĬould I finally fit in and maybe relax like wooĬause honestly, I think the world is better off without meĪnd my mind's spinning, this is the line finish ![]() Pretending I'm happy so I can smile like this I'm tired of living, I cry, I hear it's easy to dieĪnd I know that sounds crazy to everyone elseĪin't no medicine that could cure what's the test as drugsĪnd if he is, I guess I'm probably going to hell Wanna give me advice and then laugh at me Trying to offer me pity and throw jabs at me No, I been losing my mind and I'm a little behindĪnd I don't need no one feeling bad for me I think I live in my head, sometimes I think that I'm dead Go ahead and call me crazy cause I live in a maze Go ahead and call me a coward and say I'm not strong
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